Its been a year[birthday]
Its been a year since I turned 14,
i could be a cliche and say that I am very unhappy with how this past year came and went, but i WON'T because i am not unhappy about it,i have changed in a way to better myself
this time last year, i believed that i was in "love" [which i believe is one of the most over used words in the english language]. first love, hardest break up, what can you do? this time last year, i thought that cutting would sooth the pain and denial, which later i came to find is truly laughter. this time last year, the world that i lived only had one color, black. This time last year, my mother couldn't find acceptance for me, no matter what was"wrong" with me.This time last year, my self-esteem/confidence was so low you couldn't find it even with a fucking microscope. This time last year i didn't know who i was, what i believed in and what was my cause i didn't even think i would live to be here one year later. But here i am, armed and ready for whatever the fuck comes my way.
Bring It The Fuck On.
♥Catherine M.♥
